Fourth Stage...Few more days to go....Life

I can only see outside,
the Beautiful,
Adorable world...!!
Lovely people..

and Nature...outside my window,
trees, roads and walking people,

participate I can not;
I am the Audience..
The spectator...!!
Can not participate;

But can say...
my sadness is-
Lesser than yours..
I am physically ill;
people are mentally I guess...!!

They say this disease don't have
Medicine..
some say my bad
luck..!!


they come and show their sadness,
its my badluck that I have these weak people..

nowadays people come and meet me more,
more than ever anyone came and met...!

Again I see,
lovely nature outside my window,
it's fourth stage,
Bones shaking,
but..

I like to say...I am breathing happily,
recalling past...my experiences and
experiments with
Life..!!

This is Lovely but Lonely world,
Love...Live and Share..
let me live my own world of thoughts!!

Someday I want....

Someday.......!!!

Someday I wanna disappear and wanna see..

how many people actually miss me,

someday i wanna die for One day to see,

who cry most for my loss,,

Someday I wanna leave everything every headache and wanna roam whole world,

someday I wanna give me rest,

rest from all the thoughts....

someday i wanna live for me.....

someday....

someday I want my love to come back and see...

how much m missing her,

someday i want to cry lot and

figure out what I want from life,

someday I want my love 

to love me more than I love her.....

someday I wanna laugh out loud for my mistakes 

& wanna say yes I did it coz I did not want...

someday I want to Live for me....

someday I want this heart to listen to me...

someday I want....Not some....i want alot...!! someday!!